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Thursday, September 25, 2003 ( 5:51 AM ) bibleeofilee i had a dream that i was one of a set of triplets and we were offered a scholarship to play basketball at a school in winnipeg. it's too weird to even laugh at. later days # Wednesday, September 24, 2003 ( 8:55 AM ) bibleeofilee at least it wasn't more than half.... border="0"> # Tuesday, September 23, 2003 ( 5:20 PM ) bibleeofilee when i told him that part of me would love him forever, i really meant it. and still feel that way, and i honestly believe that i always will. the question is, can i ever love him again like i used to? i mean, are those feelings still there, just suppressed? do i just have to allow myself to feel it again? or is it gone. i dont' know. maybe when you get older all of that passion and longing just goes away and then you're basically left with a close friend anyway. ahhhhh!!! i don't know what to do. well, i guess i dont' really need to decide right now. but soon enough, it's going to be a real issue. maybe. i'd be happy with him....i think. i just wonder if i would truly be satisfied if i never gave myself completely to a passionate love affair and just stuck with the safe alternative. lots to think about anyway. later days # Monday, September 22, 2003 ( 7:39 AM ) bibleeofilee i've decided that this week i'm going to be super productive. i will not put off till tomorrow what i can do today. i will do my laundry. i will read everything ahead of time. i will go to bed at eleven. i will do the dishes. i will be early for class. i will write actual letters..... and i'll probably watch dawson's creek on tbs and read valley of the dolls :) later days # Saturday, September 20, 2003 ( 8:49 AM ) bibleeofilee i think that this is pretty accurate. remarkable, actually, considering i answered about 6 questions. but then again, there really are only so many personality types anyway. later days # ( 8:47 AM ) bibleeofilee  Protector The ULTIMATE personality test brought to you by Quizilla # Friday, September 19, 2003 ( 11:48 AM ) bibleeofilee dude, i now have internet at my house! aaaaahhhh. all i can say is.... FINALLY! later days # Tuesday, September 16, 2003 ( 7:51 AM ) bibleeofilee i am now back in sackville, firmly entrenched in my new routine. kinda. well, not really. considering i STILL haven't unpacked all of my boxes, i wouldn't say that i'm settled. although my roommates decorated the living room this weekend while i was away with the orchestra. they have removed the string art. this makes me sad. but they put up some pictures of all of us, which makes me happy. my summer came to an end in a rather unceremonious, anti-climactic fashion. i didn't do anything out of the ordinary. went for the annual last swim at the lake. it was 63 degrees. but it was august. but hey, once you're in there, your body kinda gets numb and you don't feel anything. once again, i didn't go on any road trips, or go to the drive-in at sussex, didn't climb a mountain....but i had fun anyway. i tried a couple of new things, which i won't get into here, but for the most part i thoroughly enjoyed myself. and hey, i met some cool new people and crossed a couple more things off of my list. not literally, but you know what i mean. everyone has one of those "things to do before i die" lists. one of these days i actually will write mine down. then perhaps i will be even more motivated. i went to a camp with the orchestra this weekend. it was super fun, even though the evil adults instituted a bed time for me despite the fact that i am 21 YEARS OLD and have lived ON MY OWN for TWO YEARS. but it did keep me from corrupting the 16 and 17 year old boys, so i guess it served a purpose. and now i'm hungry, so i'm going to go and eat. later days # |
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