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Saturday, March 29, 2003 ( 4:35 AM ) bibleeofilee i was watching "lilo and stitch" yesterday and i figure that the person who wrote that movie, was on some serious drugs. think about it, there's these aliens and hula girls and surfing. sounds like some kinda wacked out hallucination to me. just a thought. in other news, i have stopped wearing my boots. that's right, for the past week now my feet have been back in their happy home of my docs. this is a wonderful thing, unless we get another snow storm. and it's the maritimes, of course we will have another snow storm. i don't know if my feet will be able to take more of the boots after experiencing the lightness and freedom that is the docs. it's like giving candy to children and then taking it away. or giving someone smack. how could i do that? later days # Friday, March 28, 2003 ( 6:44 AM ) bibleeofilee src="http://images.quizilla.com/T/teffie/1036281989_CStephanieswearfuck.gif" your fuck. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla i have serious doubts that this is the swear word that i am, but hey, you can't argue with the internet.....right? cause everything on the internet is true, and that's a fact. later days # Wednesday, March 26, 2003 ( 9:01 AM ) bibleeofilee today, i feel great. the only word i can think of to try and articulate it is "blissful". and it makes me wonder, are there people in the world who are lucky enough to feel this way everyday? cause that would make my century. later days # Monday, March 24, 2003 ( 7:25 PM ) bibleeofilee my pride wants me to take down that last post, cause it makes me look like an idiot. but i've decided that i'm going to leave it up, so that if i ever get the idea to make a drunk post from the pub again, i'll (hopefully) read it and realize what a BAD idea it is. so yeah, saturday night. what a time. natalie says i kissed her, but i maintain that SHE kissed me. but whatever, i guess it doesn't really matter. on to something completely different..... i've been thinking quite a bit lately about what it is that draws people together. because i'm feeling a pretty strong pull to someone that all common sense and logic says is not right for me, but there's just something there that makes me feel all funny in my tummy. (and before anyone even asks, no it's not natalie, or any other girl for that matter.) it's just weird that all the things i believe to be true about human personal relationships are completely at odds with the way i've been feeling. it's happened to me before though. more than once. but, with each person, it's something completely different. and when i think about it, it really pisses me off. the way i imagine it happening is with someone who has similar religious beliefs and ideologies, decent taste in music, some direction and maturity, and the kicker, relatively close in age. however, chemistry and attraction are too impossible to figure out. and everybody knows that they have to be there for anything to even begin to work. why is it that the magnets are diametrically opposit to what it is i should be looking for. is the attraction factor worth the risk? can you ever have a one-time encounter with someone you're unexplicably attracted to without wanting more? arrrghhhh.....comments, please. later days # Saturday, March 22, 2003 ( 8:39 PM ) bibleeofilee so i was just thinkin the other day that it's funny that people allow themselves to be uptight all of the time when really, it doesn't matter. i'm guilty too, about being uptight. but i try, you kn ow? sex, drugs, and rock and roll baby. i'm drunk! later days # Thursday, March 20, 2003 ( 1:29 PM ) bibleeofilee all papers done. assinment done. woo-hoo! my friend bobby put up a new web page. i signed the guestbook and put my addy, so maybe people with actually stumble across my humble page. tonight is my roommate jennie's recital. it's gonna be a good one, so if you're in the sack - brunton, 8pm. it's a happy thing and a sad thing because jennie is graduating this year, so this is going to be the last time i get to see her perform. unless she gets famous on canadian idol or something. i actually know people who plan to go and sing badly, just for the hell of it. actual music majors, who can sing. i don't get it - i mean, sure, it'll be funny to everybody that knows them, but people who don't will just think they're big morons. then they'll see them out walking and stare. and maybe some of them will even yell "hey moron, you suck!" i don't know about you, but i don't think i would like that. latter days. # Tuesday, March 18, 2003 ( 5:40 AM ) bibleeofilee wow, talk about busy. i went home last weekend to do a concert to raise money for my trip. met my goal, and a good time was had by all. that's one thing done. this week - three papers and an assignment. one paper done. this weekend - nbyo weekend. all rehersal, all the time. i cannot wait for monday. then maybe i'll have something interesting to say, once all of that other stuff is off my brain. # Sunday, March 09, 2003 ( 12:05 PM ) bibleeofilee oh happy lazy weekend. i wish that my brain didn't slow down after extended use. what a pain. i was really thinking this morning that if i kept reading at that rate, then i would be done my book by 4. however, by about 2 it was taking me forever to get through a chapter. so i'm taking a break. it's very frustrating, considering the huge amount of stuff i have to do and the incredibly short space of time i have to complete everything. i think i need to evolve. later days # Wednesday, March 05, 2003 ( 12:14 PM ) bibleeofilee ever experience brain freeze when you're writing a paper? unfortunately, this type of thing seems to happen to me all of the time. i don't understand. the ideas flow until crunch time. then you realize that you're thesis is wack, your conclusion doesn't make any sense, and your paper just doesn't have any kind of flow. i just handed in a paper that i thought i had worked all of the kinks out of, only to come face to face with my prof, who asked me a question about my topic which cause me to realize that the paper that i wrote is completely and utterly off topic. aaaahhhhhhh!!!!! five more weeks five more weeks five more weeks five more weeks......... later days # Tuesday, March 04, 2003 ( 5:23 PM ) bibleeofilee  cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla # Monday, March 03, 2003 ( 3:51 PM ) bibleeofilee another reading week come and gone. didn't get as much done as i would have liked, but i don't think anyone ever does. i know that the break is important for everyones sanity, but it just makes me wish really really hard that school was just over. i miss having everyone i care about all in one place. aaaahhhhhh!!!! five more weeks five more weeks five more weeks five more weeks......... later days # |
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